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I am so happy we have 2 off days, like thank god

Also I can not believe Elliot is gone, im actually really sad and feel really bad. When I meet him at the finale im just gonna apologize the whole time because he didn't deserve that from me and I hope he forgives me. BUT I cant believe we got 2 big threats out 2 weeks in a row like lets fucking go with that!!

Happy I have my 4 person alliance, but like Meg is such a target- if she goes I would feel a bit sad but like not really because its a person closer to me winning

I feel like all the shit im hearing that Lexi is saying about me isn't just her trying to cover that were not working together I think she actually means that shit so here I am not trusting her completely still. Like idk what it is about her that I cant fully trust.

Jake or Justin need to go next week and then Poison.